Anxiousness

Good afternoon, I’ve decided to do this post on anxiousness because I personally suffer with anxiousness quite a bit. How or why you may ask, well let me just start by saying, I’ve been taking my house hunting quite a bit seriously lately. We’ve been staying with my mother in law for just going on two years now and we are seriously looking to be out by the end of June.

I don’t deal well with change. And lately has been alot of change for me, however, God has been with me through it all, thankfully. Between moving in with my m.I.l almost two years ago, them my hubby going to work for awhile in North Dakota, then last September, his granny dying, and now, six months later, our dog dying, it’s been a toll. It’s been hard not to be anxious, but I have been praying and asking God where he wants us, what house does he have set up just for us?

I’ll be praying for everyone today and praying everyone had a wonderful rest of your day.

Loss

If anyone has ever heard the old cliche “you look/act like somebody killed your best friend”? I feel that way right now, because we did, my husband and I put our best friend down a week ago tomorrow. He had suffered in pain and agony way too long. But now, he’s chasing cats, playing with toys and just being a puppy in heaven. This past almost ten years of my life has been an interesting decade. It was my first time owning a dog, and my first time watching one die. Why is it so hard to lose a pet? I can’t quit thinking about him and crying. Even all his quirks and idiosyncrasies and agitations aren’t enough to make this any easier on us.
Poor hubby had to take a day off work to do this.

Marriage

Well good afternoon everyone. I’ve just spent the first half of today and a few hours last night at a very awesome marriage seminar hosted at our church by Dr. Lichi,a clinical psychologist and counselor. I even had friends go with us Fri night and this morning. I got a lot out of it. It was very interesting how to divorce proof our marriage. My hubby and I have been married going on five years, together almost ten years and we were high school sweethearts twenty five years ago. I’m proud of us. I’m also very proud of my two beautiful teenagers which will be graduating from high school this may. It’s amazing to know how very blessed I am. Because, 18yrs ago, I could safely say, I never thought I’d see this day. When I gave birth to my daughter on March 11,1997, @4:59am, I wasn’t sure what was going to happen seems how neither of us were supposed to survive. Gotta love preeclampsia in pregnancy. That is nothing to mess with.

I originally came to express my heartfelt gratitude for my hubby, and day that anyone having martial issues would definitely benefit from a marriage seminar and/or Christian counseling.

Bless you all on this now 40°day, whoohoo. Have and awesome rest of your day.